You are the person everyone brings things to.
That is not the same as being the person deciding where this is going.
Ten questions, about ten minutes, and you will know exactly where your week is disappearing to.
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Most of the women I work with can name every priority in their organization and not one of their own. That is not a character flaw. It is what happens when you get good enough at your job that everyone hands you theirs.